Still...

Still...

You held me high, into my eyes

You smiled, there was no other

Full of peace, I felt at home

At your side, I was your brother

Time passed by, still all was right

Growing wiser, day by day

But something smelled, what was wrong?

I couldn't see it, with my eyes

From my back, a stinging pain

Words never hurt, like this before

Around my neck, hung a noose

Our bond is dead, I'm swinging now

Where'd you go, what'd I do?

I still long for you my brother

I'm still the same, my hove's not changed

I still long for you my brother

Your Call

You call me in you call me home

Even when I got nowhere to go

You call me in you call me home

There's no end to how much you love

Sometimes there's a tough choice to make

Sometimes I feel alone

But if I open up my heart

I'll see you by my side

There's nothing that you you've never seen

You're waiting, arms wide open

The choice is mine, you let me be

Which path? It's hard to choose

Sometimes I don't want to know

Selfishly I walk away

But when I fall and see my folly

You're waiting there to take me back

To My Beloved

Days aren't so cold anymore

Cause your light shines into mine

Everything is warmer with your touch

Instead of cold hard edges all the time

Where once there was dead silence

My ears ring full of joy

I love you's heard on every day

Lets me know that I am home

Sure it's never perfect

But that's okay with me

Because our days are filled with love

I have all that I will ever need

From time to time the road gets bumpy

We've been thrown a curve or two 

But with you and God right by my side

I've got all I need to get through

I know that I'm not perfect

And I got a lot of work to do

But your love gives me inspiration

To be the best man that I can be

So with that I say, "I love you"

I hope you know you're mine forever

Cause when you're given something this great

You never ever want to let go

Why Not Yet?

Why not yet?

Why not yet?

My prayer has yet to get answered

Is there something that I have forgot to do?

Seems like it's been a million years

Since I came to you that day

The day that I poured my heart empty out to you

I know that you were listening

Cause Jesus says you are

And you've been there for me every other time

My parents tell me to be patient

But I don't think they know my pain

they're so busy, It's not their fault they don't understand

My pastor says there's reasons 

Why you're waiting long to help me

I guess it's okay to be a part of your big plan

I guess all in all there are many more worse off

As I think I realize 

How really blessed I am

So I offer up my pain

I'll wear it gladly with a smile

Cause deep down I know you love me, that's all I need

Why not yet?

Why not yet?

My prayer has yet to get answered 

I'm sitting and I'm waiting, I love you

Looking for Wisdom

I turn to you cause I know nothing

Walking blindly in the dark

It's cold and wet, all alone

In my own prison

Lost inside a desert 

Desert of the mind

Where the wind it rips and tears

So cold it breaks the heart

I heard a whisper yesterday

Crawling on the ground

To which I crawled so slow in pain

Knees bloody to the bone

Fumbling round in this dark room

No hope in sight I see

The laughing hounds chase me now

Where is my swift escape?

A twinkling of a light I see

It seems so far away

But I have nothing left to loose

Except this burning pain

Reaching out in hope please

I feel your tender touch

So thankful that you saved me

From the world that cuts so deep

I return to you for wisdom

Teach me peace of mind

I turn to you for wisdom

For the world has made me blind

"Going Home"

Something's off, not quite right

Like I got some empty hole deep in my soul

I tried to fill it with her love

But I couldn't get enough of her touch

I felt restless, I couldn't sleep

Was there something I forgot to do I don't believe

I'd stay up late, to fill the time

But I'd wake up knowing somethings not right

No matter where, I tried to go

I never felt like I was home

No matter how, or what I did

I never felt like I was home

Then one day I met this man

He seemed crazy but I wanted what he had

He seemed to glow with joy and peace

So I followed him to that church, what could I loose?

Now I'm home, now I'm home

No matter where in the world I may go

Now I'm home, now I'm home

With God's love deep in me I feel at home

Here and Waiting

Sitting and waiting for something to show

I keep holding out cause I know what I know

Some say that it's stupid, I should get a life

Or maybe I'm crazy I should listen to my wife

Something it burns deep inside my mind

I'm looking around but nothing's in sight

I know what I know and He's gotta show

He wouldn't have lied to me and where would I go?

I'm here and I'm waiting I'm looking for you

My hopes and my dreams some say I'm a fool

I'm here and I'm waiting when will you arrive

Patient and strong till the end of my time

And then He comes round like a bright burning torch

He shines like no other like I've never seen

Approaching Him calmly bursting with joy

I can finally rest so I journey on home

The Call

I hear the call it beckons me

I'll leave my fear behind

Through it all I'll stand with him

In his glory I will shine

I have no need for trinkets

They'll only hold me back

He will supply all that I need

Now I'll go and won't look back

To all I meet, I'll share my knowledge

I'll be bold holding nothing back

I won't expect nothing much

For fame will break my back

I'm called, I'm called

I'll Stop waiting for permission

I'm called, I'm called

Will I accept my mission?