Wednesday, December 31, 2014

"Your Journey"


Your pain is real 
You collapse into my arms
As the sun rises you refuse
Too much the weight to bear
In my arms safe you float
Slowly to the ground where you belong
On solid ground I Shepard you
Down the hall towards your calling
Your head low my hopes are high
I see the shining light inside
Each day I make your armor
With care I polish and strengthen
Each word I speak 
Each action I make
Is a road I pave for you
One day my strength will fade
I will need to lean to stand
I hope you're there
Standing strong together once again
I know that I am weak
And so I try every day
To think of you 
And what you need 
From me to pass through your days
Please know now that I love you
And I try the best I can
Avoid my mistakes
For the stronger it will make
You in your days of journey


Sunday, December 21, 2014

“?”


Of all the pretty letters 
That she wrote on rainy days
Nothing shown so bright and clear
As when she went away
Everyone stood so still
And tried to read the words
But the crowding had become so bad
That only screams were heard
No one knew she had enough
Or that she wanted out
They did recall a time or two
When she asked to just slow down
More questions came then answers
And there was no swift reply
Just watered eyes and mourning
How could they all get by 
She did so much each tiring hour
To mend or drag or scrape or pull
Each request it was so heeded
If they had known it’d got that bad
They would have stepped right in
If they had the time so open
Or the will that they could spend
And that girl has left today
And as they’re sad what’s sadder yet

Is that they didn’t know her name

“Storm on the Horizon”


With black clouds looming overhead
The waves rise like perched vultures waiting for death
If there was light none would shine through
None was allowed too
Hands raised in praise but willing to take a helping hand 
A dead fish is all that is recovered
With its mouth open a black hole appears to swallow all that remains
Drowning in sorrow and flying with rage another empty vessel tries to take the pain
Sympathetic eyes held by a natural gestation of listening but cast away
At the first sign of a commercial
Thirty seconds or a minute
A car wash or a failed lawyer
Everyone listens to see what they can sell you 

An antacid, or a bottle of perfume

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Again, I Run

Again, I Run

Again I run through the wind 
 Gliding over my face and body
Again I run so blind into the future
Through days and through the nights
By the side of the road you wave
And so I keep on running
By the side of the road you wave
You ask me to pause
But yet I keep on running
Through the valleys so grand 
Up mountains that stand
Again I keep on running
I run so fast I cannot see
I cannot see the hole
I trip I fall 
I tear my skin 
I bleed upon your ground
Again I keep on trying
I see you standing by my side
Your hands out reached to mine
I cannot stop or so I think
I try, I must keep crawling
Through dust and dirt
Across the gravel
Again I keep on crawling
You walk beside be and reach out
But yet I keep on crawling
Through time I heal
Again I walk
You ask I stop for rest
I feel the pull inside of me
Again I keep on walking
The rain it falls
I fall to sickness
You offer me some shelter
I look to you
And look away
Again I keep on walking
Down the alley
In the dark
Again I keep on walking
Out from the shadows
Rises evil, but I keep on walking
Surrounded now by enemies
They beat they rip they tear
I fall they kick till I bleed out
Again I keep on crawling
Maybe vision blurred 
My senses fade
Now I can move no more
And then I wake
You by my side
I see what I've been yearning
I stay with you and fill my days 

With what I was once searching 

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

For You, Because of You

For You, Because of You

Weak and limp you fall from bed
The valleys of anguish stream across your face
Remorse for the sun I slide you out
So much love you bring to the world
In your weakness I help you rise
Slowly moving aiding your progress
Like a waking bird slowly you take flight
Still trying to see the day
I see the hope
I see the love 
I see all that you can be
I am thankful for this chance
To be your rock
To be your guide
To be your shelter from the pain
Though I'm fractured like the stone long weathered
I will endure through the age
As the hands of the clock rise and fall
So will your hope
So will your pain
And so I will be there
Each and every day
To show the sun
To show the hope
To show your place

To make all lost serene 

A Gift

A Gift

The sun rises and so does my hope 
The clouds stretch out and so does my heart
Cold and crisp is the air and so my heart sharp and alert
I feel you by my side waiting and watching
Ready for my call I wait for your answer
Stride after stride I cut through the wind
With you as my shield I guarded against rain
From above it comes down and encourages me to hide
With you as my shield I continue to stride
From straight ahead you guard me from knives
The words that come and try to tear my skin
Piece my soul and hope for my fall
With you as my shield you deflect those blades 
You wrap me in love over all the terrain
Through the hills and the valleys
Through the shade and the sun
You walk out before me paving paths I should run
To the left and the right I see a different scene
Some lost some hurt surrounded in pain 
You help me reach out you help us each day
Some will now see 
Some will see later
Others refuse though love is right there
I pray for you love 
And that you forgive
I pray for the lost
And that you're love will find them
For the day that's laid out
Is beautiful indeed
It's all your creation
A gift that's for me
A gift that's for them
A gift you keep giving 
Despite all the sin
You wash it away and make us anew
For your love for us knows no boundaries

We just have to ask

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

The Whisper


I walk and see temptation
The pull and desire to fade away
It won't hurt, not at first
And I won't barely feel the chains
Escape from the pain 
Distraction from the truth
Maybe I can breath with my head in the sand
All that I know 
All that I see
I know the the chains and how they burn
And I hear
And I feel
The whisper
It's okay it's okay
You you have the strength to turn away
It's okay it's okay
I won't leave you
But will you leave me
I want to turn
I want to be freed
I even wish I'd never seen
I'd never felt
I'd never tasted 
The false ecstasy
And I hear 
And I feel
The whisper
It's okay it's okay
I understand you see
It a waste of time you know, I know
You have the strength to walk away
Over my lips rolls a whisper
Please
And then I start to turn away
Each step I take 
Each step away
The stronger I do feel
Your around me
You by my side 
Each and every day
I thank you I'm not lost
I thank you I am found
It was with you interception
You word, your love knows no bound
So now I hold my head up
So now I know my place

And tomorrow and it's temptation

I Beg, I Plead


I beg I plead
You love arms open
Too much pain
Too much wasting away
You welcome all
I beg I plead 
Knees dirty hands clasped
You watch and send some hope
Too many lost 
Too many hurt
Too many frustrated
Too many give up
I beg I plead
For I am nothing
For I am a man
Through it I still stand
You listen you comfort
You light the way
For the lost, the down trodden
You love unconditionally
I beg I plead
Please help me see
What can I do
For them, through you
I beg I plead
Just give me a little please
A little talent
A little wisdom
A loan to help those in need
You see and know all
You give with love 
Your wisdom unending
Your love so pure
I beg I plead
You ask

Who will receive